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Did I take on more than I can handle?

I have two jobs and studying my Masters. I’m doing okay with my jobs but so bad in my studies. Lots of backlog and most of the time I am not able to read up on lectures. I am able to pass requirements but can’t really follow the discussions.

This makes me feel bad coz I don’t like failing. I’ve never dropped or failed in a class… Ever.

Question is, do I accept defeat and accept that failing is a part of life. Or do I fight for this even if I’m totally stressed from my toes up to my hair tips.

Hayayay. What to do what to do.

My Masters make me feel all adult and makes me feel like I’m not wasting my time. Is it a front? Hmmm. I’m beginning to think that it is.