Sorry for the things I will have to do. I hope you understand that this is what I need to heal. I must admit I am tired of hearing your excuses over and over again. And maybe, right now, the only solution I can find is distance.
Be strong in Your faith and believe that all things happen for a reason. I know you can get through it all.
Find happiness in the simplest things around you. There you will find His love for you that I as a person cannot give you.