How is it to be numb?
The absence of feeling
Just like darkness
In the absence of light
Like the bitter cold
In the absence of heat
How is it to be numb
And feel nothing
Neither happiness nor pain
How is it that we’d rather feel?
When happiness is not
The absence of pain.

How long will I love you?
As long as stars are above you
And longer, if I may.

We’re all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives.
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride.

Ellie Goulding :’)

Excerpt

And naturally, I fell in love with you. Even when I didn’t want to, even when I knew I shouldn’t. I don’t know if anyone else can understand but it all happened in an instant. Suddenly, we knew each other like we were meant to be together. Suddenly we were drawn and we couldn’t stop. For the first time, I wanted to believe in what they called fate or destiny. I wanted to believe that all this happened for a reason. [...]

I am hopeful that one day we will get over this. Maybe we can be the closest friends again. Maybe, just maybe, we can be what God has meant for us to be. I believe both of us deserve a love that is right. Not a love that has to be hidden. Not a love that has to be afraid. Not a love that is hurtful. We both deserve a love that is beautiful.

I wish you find yourself so you can find peace. I am still hopeful that better days will come to the both of us.

Photographs

Memories I have of you
Are of long walks in rainy nights
Across fields full of frogs
And giant spark plugs
That made me laugh

Coffee and cigarettes
Or maybe three beers to keep it cool
Til the wee hours in the morning
And you still had to walk me home
Silly fool

All that’s left are photographs
Of me and you
Bringing me feelings of wonder
How we got this far
All that’s left are scars

As I inhaled the last puff
I recall how it used to be
When I was your greatest love
And you were my rock
But that was never enough

All that’s left are photographs
Preserved good memories of you
That’s how I would rather keep it
But today, I’d rather forget you
Erase everything
‘Til the day I can forgive you.

Happiness

Happiness is a cup of coffee
With the morning drizzle
And you feel the breeze
Enough to give you the chills
For those lazy Saturday feels

Happiness is puppy licks
Across your tired face
And a wildly wagging tail
Excited to see you home
After a long lonesome day

Happiness is crying after a sad movie
With an awesome happy ending
That makes you want to go out
To hug and kiss to your liking
Simply because it’s happeningggg

Happiness is believing
In something great and good
And you see it unfold before your eyes
Day by day, month by month
And you know you did all you could

Happiness is waking up
So you could live another day
And it doesn’t matter
If you’re still tired from the other day
Because life is always great
And you won’t have it any other way.

I know it’s fucked up. Larry knows that. But we didn’t decide to love each other, Piper. It just happened. The way love does.

OITNB

Happy Loomy

Best way to keep your sanity amidst loneliness and life problems. :)

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I feel like a pon in a chess game. Sometimes useful. Most of the time disposable.

#yesterdaysemojuice

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